You may start this day wanting optimism but without the enthusiasm to hype it up. Fighting with a spouse who doesn't see anything wrong is exhausting.
The real problem is that there may be nothing wrong; if there is, it's all about not expressing what you find wrong. So, you keep it all to yourself while silently blaming them.
You've done yourself a harm by establishing a target date for romantic bliss, and now that it's March 1, you're wondering where your happiness is.
You can't let that happen because you know what you'll get if you don't, and of course, you intended to terminate things with your love partner.
You keep telling yourself that this relationship is for the birds and that if you carry on, you'll end up hating yourself, but you haven't taken any meaningful attempts to stop it